As I consider my historical experience, I am noticing that some things happen irregardless of my intentions or intentional activities.
I did not intend to wind up on the Linden Avenue, Baltimore sidewalk on November 1st 1952 or earlier. I intended to trick or treat on Halloween. In order to actualize that intention, I made my mother aware that I wanted to Trick or Treat. How did that work out?
I did not intend to become poor and have my wife become a burden to her children. I just wanted to get loved. And laid. In order to actualuze that intention, I missed no opportunity to connect with any woman who expressed interest. How did that work out?
I notice patterns. Obsessed with women. Incapable of understanding cause and effect.
Don’t soften this.